in another life

BYE NOW

2008-01-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

i have switched to livejournal for permanent.

iwasforced.livejournal.com/

bye blogspot, you have kept some of my bets memories ever. will not be deleting the blog.
thanks!

Just A Day, Just An Ordinary Day

2007-12-12T11:19:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

Back at Indo now, and my life here is pretty mundane. I miss everyone like crazy.
I miss daria bestie.
I miss the truggers, esp those few jokers/sluts.
I miss the secondary school clique who regretably i couldnt meet this whole hols.
I miss J.

Everyday i wake up and count down to the number of days i'll be going back to sg, though i do look forward to the new york trip! 23 more days to indo, 9 more days to new york. gosh. seems like forever. I really miss everyone there ALOT ALOT ALOT. I'd give anything to go back for one day and like, train or something!

Let me bring you through my daily fabolous life here in indo. My day usually begins at 6 in the morning, when mum wakes me up to go shower in freaking cold water. Oh by the way, i am currently staying in this old/shambly house, because it's currently going through renovation. I'll post pictures if i can, but i cant cos i bloody forgot the usb cable. maybe next time. Anyway, back to the water, it's freaking cold!! like obs phase 2. omg. 9 more days of cold showers, twice a day.
18 more showers!!

After that, dad usually drops off mum and marco to granparents' house while martin and i get to go to the office. Besides internet, there's nothing i look forward to in the office, xinyi i finally share your pain! Though i think its kinda good cos it makes me read through my notes at least, so its like im sort of forced to study cos im soooo damn bored. I'm supposed to be checking the company email right now actually, but of course i couldnt resist. okay maybe i do get things to do, like making coffee, answering phone calls, though i try not to do that cos my indo's not that good, half the time i couldnt catch what they're saying. Okay then usually at 12plus/1 i have lunch, then its more stoning and boredom, till about 6, when its closing time. We usually leave last, cos dad'll want to oversee the closing and locking of the shop's gates and all. We then head back to pick mum&marco up, then we go for dinner. Then shower, then sleep. at 11. The next morning, the cycle begins again. even on sundays. fun or not, my life?

One thing i'm not complaining about is the food here. the food is goooooood (: but then, i get so damn guilty after eating cos i've been having training regularly before i left sg, so it feels damn weird and uncomfortable now to not be able to exercise. I WANNA TRAIN!! i think when i go back my stamina and skills will suck balls please. i dont want that to happen but there's nothing i can do about it ): it's like i trained so hard to get this far and now im losing it again. i feel soooo sad.

I dont wanna miss the truggers' chalet as well. i try not to think about it, but i know when the day comes i'll think about how fun it'll be and how much i'm going to miss. everyone's gonna talk about it next year and i can only hear the stories. SAD MUCH. it wont be the same next year cos we're not planning the chalet. OH! okay positive thinking. at least i wont be stuck at indo by then. haha. I REALLY MISS THE TRUGGERS ALOT ALOT LEH ): today's wednesday. is it training day? update from your blogs okay okay and i'll read it the next time i get to use the internet. (:

okay this is a long post, better make use of the chance to blog what right!

I think i'll end here for now, i'll be back only on 3rd/4th jan, so i'll be missing 1 or 2 days of school. nerine, sorry! i hope you get to read this cos i dont know if i can text you from here. oh well. i'll try!

I MISS AND LOVE EVERYONE ALOT ALOT ALOT.
bye now!

Baby It's Time To Come Home

2007-12-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

Xiaowei's birthday surprise (: we're really into giving surprises now. kinda late for this but i hope you loved it babe!

My everyday has been spent with the truggers. (sluts, as xy would have termed us as. I, on the otherhand, will still stick to truggers) let's see, there was the time we went to liting's house and ate great pasta. forgot what day was that. liting has one of the sweetest younger brother ever! and boy can her mum cook. haha.

Then there was the friendly at TP. that was saturday i think. i think everyone played well, esp on defense. we gotta start gaining ground though! but great job girls (: then dinner and supper was awesome. XY's daddy fetched us to rochor beancurd, then home, in a van! i was outta myself, cos it was my maiden voyage on one. i love you joke! (go die. hahah)

10k run on sunday. satisfied that i completed the run. BIG THANK YOU, HUGS AND KISSES to Xy and gehui for coming down with us! marina square for enchanted, bowling and arcade, suntec for more arcade and cards. town for xmas cards and gifts. thanks shum & liting for the company!

J's house today! the last time im gonna see him for the whole of this year cos he's got some hockey daycamp or sth. suddenly going overseas for so long doesnt seem so appealing anymore. im gonna miss so many people/things/activities, im gonna feel so detached from everything that i have here. i just hope they wont forget me when im gone. ah.

Fly Away.

2007-11-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

Off to the airport yesterday for a surprise homecoming for gehui partner! we bluffed her that there was training and that we weren't able to fetch her from the airport and that we could only meet her for dinner. perfect surprise (: I bet you didnt see it coming did you love!

met up early at clementi. I'M SORRY I WAS LATE. trained all the way to changi. new experience! popeye's for some chicken and too bad they ran out of biscuits/buns. the rest made it sound like it was damn nice and noobie me will just have to wait for the next time we visit the airport again to try some. did cards for gehui and camwhored awhile. gehui made us train our arms for the short time we were there! but it was worth it. glad to have you back partner, i'll be looking forward to training with you tmr! YAY. okay pictures. (ps, last pic ripped from liting's)

I've been swearing so much lately it's going to be a habit. i should stop, but swear words somehow makes a bad situation seems less bad as it is. I'm losing my roots, O'God, please help me.

When I'm Back

2007-11-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

lengthy entry, beware.

but first, here's pictures from outing with bestie!

right. the rest of the pictures are up at shutterfly!

okay. so obs is done with! it was a whole new experience i guess. really makes you think back and appreciate all the things we always take for granted right back here on mainland singapore. it was fun i guess, if you minus the icky bathing and sleeping conditions. campsite 2 have the worst toilets ever, enduring to bathe whilst creepycrawlies are crawling right next to you proved to be too much for me to handle so i went a day without bathing. i did wipe myself with sok's hygienic wipes okay! notetoself, next obs trip, bring lots of powder and wipes!

my watch's made up of people whom you wont normally see talking to each other in school. we've got mostly the performing arts/clubs people, and i was the only trugger in my watch. thank goodness i have nerine, and yueli, they made my life over at ubin a whole lot more bearable. by being in the watch, i've seen the best and the worst of some people, and its really interesting to see how some people work their way into the group. we've got some team players, and some who just stand there and talk like they've got lots of experience but then OOPS, no action. and there were also some people who dont even talk, they just stand there and watch the rest do the work. nevertheless, it was good to know more people, no matter how detestable some of them are. haha.

i cant really remember the details of our camp now, but i know some of the activities which will stay with me for a long long time. first will definitely be the sea expedition. i've never kayaked before, much less had experience holding a paddle. i wanted to partner nerine initially, but thank goodness we changed partners, because it wasnt a good idea to have two bitching good pals on the kayak for 7/8 hours. we'll use up all our energy for bitching and will surely drift away and get lost on the open sea. i got partnered with this guy called terence, and i swear he thinks im a bimbo. i didnt understand the kayaking terms he used, haha, until now i dont even know what holding water means. and kayaking 7hours straight is no easy feat. i had to hold my pee for 3/4 hours cos peeing in the sea was not my kinda thing. and my arms and fingers were aching like crazy! the last part of our vayage was really tough cos not only was everyone already too damn exhausted, we were against the currents too, and we had to paddle really hard to stay in formation and not to get swept away. had a few close shaves, thank goodness we didnt capsize! i'd seriously cry. it felt seriously damn good though, to be able to complete the sea expedition. now i can proudly say i've kayaked round the whole island of ubin (: next goal, kayak all the way to batam baby! and im taking the back seat, thankyou very much.

another set of activities which i loved was the high elements. we did the jetty jump, which was the least scariest of the three jumps we had to do. we did that twice, feels damn good, though i got kinda scared the first time round. next up was flying fox, that one literally took a leap of faith. it was when the instructor tells you to take the step off when you really feel the shivers. and my scream just own everybody else's! cool or not. the third and last jump was the scariest, it was the trapeze jump. i managed to get hold of the bar which looked like it was 17454872m away from the plank. and okay, i screamed again. haha. bungee jumping is still on my 'things to do before i die' list, so these wont be my last jumps!

amongst these, there were the not-so-fun activities like outdoor cooking/tentpitching and other mundane stuff. everything tastes good when you're outdoors and hungry. i learnt alot on how to survive the outdoors in the wild, i just hope i wont actually get to use them!

obs, in all, had been a memorable camp. now that its over, all i have left of it are bruises, sandfly bites and a pathetic photograph of my watch which isnt even autographed on. given the chance, i think i might sign up for the 9day course, but this time with the whole truggers team! that'd be so much fun. hell yeah.

so right after obs, we had training, it was good to see the girls again!
and on saturday, we had to meet at 9 to collect the standard chartered marathon race packs. 10km, and we havent even started training. as joke would've said, we good game alrd. haha! we'll just use our newly acquired positive mental skills to push on wont we? i hope it'd be fun! (or more like hellish, actually).

sunday was the long awaited beach touch! most of us were still peeling from last week's training+tanning session at sentosa. i was in pj hearts with charlene, shum, yani, jiayi. we got into the pool with TP, RP, MI, SR and LFS. LFS girls are darn cute! esp gill. congrats to deb's group for getting fourth! whoo. gehui should've been here, she would've been in the same group as me! got lotsa freebies, and we've got shirts too. i love carnivals with shirts! team dinner afters at the deck again, then it was arcade for some airhockey and watching some of them battle it out in the racing game. B&J's for deserts. lovely way to end a lovely day (: okay pictures are up next! pictures are in order according to how old they are! more in shutterfly. right. out now!]

the time we had mass friendlies :
joke!! (ps/ its so funny how everyone's on the hunt for your url now. HAHAHA)

the time it was peien's birthday and my cam died on me :

the time we trained + tanned for beach touch :

debbie! looks wrong ah.

the time we went for beach touch :

okay i dont owe pictures no more!
bye now.

Crucify My Enemies

2007-11-18T17:00:00.000+08:00

I've been spending so much time with the team this holidays! but i'm not complaining. (:

sentosa training cum outing yesterday was fun. the sun was oh-so good, plus the people and the activities, perfect! it was also our first outing together as a team, though there were some missing people. beachtouched, volleyballed, frisbeed.. and tanning. and i wish i'd have been smart enough to know my limits and actually put sunblock instead of suntan lotion though, and now im suffering from my dumb actions. i am very badly sunburnt, especially the back, and it just hurts to do the most simplest of things, like say sleeping. sitting down, wearing clothes, even stretching my back hurts like hell! this has got to be the worst sunburnt ever. but given the chance, i'll repeat the whole day all over again, because the company was good. and esp after the mental skills trng thing, i can see that most of us are taking the effort so really bond and all, from the dinners and stuff, so yeah. i hope beachtouch on the 25th will more or less be the same thing! looking forward to that.

OBS tmr! kinda nervous/excited about it. i hope i get the truggers/nerine in my watch! im gonna slap on so much sunblock that im actually going to get fairer the next 5days. debbie told me everything i needed to know (and more) so OBS, here i come! i'm going to miss everyone who'll be in singapore while i suffer at ubin though. the team (partner'll be going to india, wont be seeing her for a long long time!! ): ), bestie, mum&bro, close friends, j.. and civilisation too! haha.

okay i better continue packing now. so long!

I Think I'm Addicted.

2007-11-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

My holidays are so packed that i have a problem remembering what i have on which days. i cant even remember what day is it today, damn.

okay let me try to think back, well i think on deepavali i met up with the bestfriend Daria! it's been ages since i've met her, and i had a good time catching up with her. and yes, it's never enough! maybe a sleepover someday yes? and my internet's being a bitch now, i cant upload pictures onto any sites. so pictures will be later, when the internet is done with the menses moodswings. i really hate the damn computer sometimes, gets too pms-y too often. maybe it's time for a change alrd. but oh, i get so sentimental even with inanimate objects, i wont bear to change this lousy computer of mine. i think i deserve a slapping sometimes.

thursday was results, that i remembered. i got promoted, but i wasnt happy cos not everyone i knew did. some of my mutual/close friends got retained/kicked out and im really going to miss them.
To Haris, babe, even though we only hung out for half the year (or less) i want you to know that im going to miss your nonsense! all your sick stories, your enlightments on the adult world, all your complaints abt marylim.. we're not going to stop nagging at you even though you're moving on! you're going to join us for study sessions yes. i'll miss you!
To Farid, hon, i've known you for a teeny weeny bit longer than haris, and i really wish your appeal'll be successful! i know that deep down you're capable of passing and doing well in jc, we just werent being good friends enough to always tempt you to skip lectures/not do tutorials. it'll all be different next year yes! we'll play and study at the same time. and i really am going to miss your loud and warm presence, your accompany during physics! i'm going to be a nerd during phy now that you're gone ): but still, friends till the end yes!

saturday's friendly was all good. win some, lost some, but the aftermath was fun (: played cards on the track with coach and i had a really good time. dinner at amkhub, bonded with those who went. coach, xinyi and charlene, i have your pretty pictures in my phone now, k thanks. i bused back that day, i am a happy girl. haha. yknow i love those girls so much, i wish we were all in the same class. that'd be real fun.

on that note, i cant wait for obs to come! debbie's at ubin now, yo! i really dont know what to bring for obs (cue, nerine, packing list?). let's go camping shopping, anyone!

i miss my brother. he's at indo, eating all the nice food. asshole. even though he's a bitch, he's my younger little bitch and without him the family's kinda quiet. there's nobody to disturb me, my brother or my mum. it sounds good for awhile, but then it gets too quiet, then we all start wishing that he'd come back soon. i hope he buys me back lots of presents! though his taste's kinda bad. haha.

J's house today for prison break. his room is a freezer i swear, and he refuses to switch off the freaking aircon even though its so damn cold. help, i'm dating an alien.

i'm so happy nowadays, but sometimes i just feel like throwing it all away and go into hiding. am i crazy?

random notes.
kbye.

I wish I was Special.

2007-11-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

the week's pictures!

monday
sentosa with the malays + nerine! i think this should be my last tanning session for a long long time. cafe del mar the next time we go okay babies!

tuesday
pw group outing! we were supposed to go thank the nurses at gleneagles for gracing (?) our interviews and decided to go for a team lunch before going, cos this is possible the last time we'll be meeting up as a group. decided on seoul garden, ate for 4 hours nonstop. the guys on the otherhand ate for only 2. shit. fat alrd.
the guys were being bitches by refusing to take photos so the girls camwhored instead.

mental skills training today! Ju taught us personal power. like how we should encourage each other and to have a positive mindset even when the going gets tough. the session made me think of so many things that happened in previous carnivals&friendlies, all the fumbles, the bad defences.. made me depressed for awhile. just for awhile though. then coach announced a short fitness and no one brought running shoes so most ran barefooted and i acted smart and ran in maryjanes but got a blister instead serve me right. subway for halfdinner with some of the girls. i hope the whole team can really go for team dinner someday.

k im going to read my book now bye. thanks debbie for helping me borrow books from the library!

I Do Love The Holidays So.

2007-11-02T17:28:00.000+08:00

First day of work was ugh bad. the target group was totally wrong, i mean asking office people to download these applications when they spend half the time surfing the net anyw from the computers in the office? but yeah, the quota was 50, and we managed to clinch only what, 4/5. pathetic. second day was better though, maybe cos we were all propelled by the fact that we were going to get paid. work was cut short by 2hours though, cos our productivity was too damn low. haha!

oral presentation today went alright. kinda nervous, mouth went dry for a little bit and i think i couldn't recognise my voice for a few minutes when i was up there. Q&A was alright though cos we spotted 3/5 of the questions. finally, a year's worth of torture is over! (:

training tmr morning, i have a feeling we're gonna do the timed runs again. my stamina is srsly non-existent, so i hope i survive. butbut, i have the girls, so no fret!

kbye.

I'm reaching farther than I ever have before.

2007-10-29T17:37:00.000+08:00

Chinese A's today. the stupid bee passage came out, haha, i seriously hate that one. luckily it wasnt sth else more morbid like tengye xiensheng. i hope i can get my C too, Daria, and i'm so glad that there's no more chinese for the rest of my life! deserves some celebrating, you reckon?
So after A's today we went to the library to play facebook. (iknow, we have a cool social life) was spposed to wait for esther and the rest but they've got pw and school computers got shittingly slow so we decided to have lunch instead. lot1 for pizzahut, our school's cool like that, we get places like lot1 and bpp as hangout places. but the company (Haris, Farid, Nerine) was great so im not complaining! great lunch, and we all sort of fell in love with the baby sitting next table. and no, my heart is with Kristen (christian, christen?) but whatever, the lunch buddies know.

anyhow, i'm kinda excited over tmr's work thingy. for 8anhour, im gonna work my ass off. SPH, you're gonna have 1000 new members tmr! naw im just kidding. i really do hope it'll be a good experience though, i missed the workshadowing thing so this kinda makes up for it. and i get paid too! and its only for 2 days, so it doesnt clash with my other activities.

and great, my lunch buddies + daniel the bitch are bombing me non-stop on pirates now.
I'LL GET MY REVENGE YOU HEAR ME.

haha funny how you think you know a person after all these while, but when you delve into it, he's still like a closed book.

And I Waste These Nights For Awhile,

2007-10-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

school's out! one long, painstaking academic year has gone by, and nope, i'm not going to miss school. maybe the friends, yes, definitely not the workload, who misses the work anyway? and don't make me start answering that question. haha.

i am quite looking forward to the holidays though, much things to be done up ahead! too bad trainings are kept to a minimal too, i was really looking forward to training my ass off this hols, esp nov, cos december i'll most likely be overseas. i am going to miss the girls terribly, i know. we just had training yesterday, and we were doing the timed runs and even though i felt like shit (i absolutely hate running, mind you) the girls were there to spur me on and made me realise that i could do it. mind over matter. to my encouragers, my teammates, my girlfriends, yknow who you are (gehui partner, peien, deb, munmun, liting, xiaowei, guitarhero, etc,etc), i really am grateful for all your support and encouragement, and may we be as close or if not closer as time goes by! i love rogues. they make wednesdays and fridays seem less dreadful as compared to other weekdays.

on a random note, bestie i miss you! meet up soon yeah.

alright i'm off to play pirates. bye.

For Kruschev and Kennedy.

2007-10-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

Attempted to study chinese yesterday. i did about 2 well-thought-through paragraphs of my chinese compo and i felt really accomplished. well at least in comparison with zara, who i think was talking more than she was reading. but oh well, if nothing it was a good catching up session with zara and paul, and nerine too, though not much catching up needed with her cos i see her like everyday. didnt you hear? we're twins. haha. we might as well be anyw, she's the only one i can really relate to under everyday circumstances. but let's not go to that shall we (:

OMG i am so lazy sometimes i feel like slapping myself. i was supposed to wake up and catch the rugby finals at 3 but oh hello, i woke up at 2.59 and said to myself, oh heck, i'm just going to sleep and catch the re-run or sth and NOW i'm regretting it much! i dont even know who won. shithead. i'm betting its SA but guess i'll just be a tortoise and wait till debbie/xinyi/charlene or someone comes along and tell me the results. XINYI I WISHED YOU WERE ABLE TO COME OVER. ):

and gosh, results are supposed to be tmr but they changed it to tues, = prolong my anxiety. like we havent worried enough. each teacher will come for 15 mins so it'll be like blow after blow after blow.
i dont wanna retain
i dont wanna retain
i dont wanna retain
i dont wanna retain.
i promise, i'll study very very very very hard starting from, uhm, next month? yea. i'll get A's.
i know, no use worrying but you can't help it, yknow? all the very vest everyone, to all my loved ones you'll get promoted! we'll all get promoted :D (crosses all fingers and hearts)

ah okay i'm kinda depressed now. gonna go back to facebook yo! bye for now, loves.

All Good Things Come To An End.

2007-10-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

I LOVE LONG WEEKENDS.

let's see, my weekends were pretty productive. thursday ( okay not really weekends) was resident evil with J after school. movie kinda sucks but the company was great eh J? Bitchfest session! haha.

rugby on friday was cool, i love rugby trainings pls it helps me FEEL more fit after so many months of sitting there accumulating fats. & saturday, hello, everyone busted me la! the girls were supposed to come over for a girls night in of rugby match, but too bad, the match was at 3am then nobody wanted to come. ): sAdDed_woRx. haha nvrmind, i still love them all the same! :D

sunday was kind of disapppointing. it was supposed to be a date with the 7loves but only 4 turned up. nonetheless, it was a good catching up session with Selena Choo, whom sadly i dont see weekly unlike Nerine and Zara!

results in less than a week's time. I'M WORRIED.
suddenly i dont feel like retaining. i hope there's conditional promotion! if not can just go and die alrd.

okay, pictures.

Flashback.

2007-10-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

okay i dont owe pictures no more! the rest of the pictures are up HERE.

and here, for nerine; without whom i'd be lost, cold and lonely.
just a little note, thanks for being a good friend for over more than 4 years. your friendship i will treasure, and thank you for always being there! may we make more memories together, i love you nerine! :D

Meet Me In Outerspace?

2007-10-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

sheesh i'm damn tired from the various activities from since promos ended! wed's training and town with the touch-ruggers plus vivo with the delifrance gang drained me totally. i used to be able to window shop for long hours without fatigue! must be the lack of a social life for so many months. but nonetheless, i enjoy these few worry-free days of just hanging out with the bestfriends and have no academic burden to carry around. i hope it'd last! everyone's promos should have already ended by now. cue for more gatherings! secondary school clique, (oops, no fancy names, but yknow who you are, the 7loves), we have to meet up soon!

thursday's sentosa was, well, good. it was like a nationwide class outing day or sth, there were so many people there! from pj alone i heard there were like 4/5 classes there. bumped into some of em. i loved my maiden luge voyage, and swimming in the sea is really theraphic. pictures up-for-grabs will be in shutterfly when i'm not feeling too lazy.

btw, congrats to zara's class for getting gold for IHG! i dont know how my class did but i know school was bOriNgxXzZ shitz. nerine and i just cooped ourselves in the library blog-hopping then we finally were able to leave school at 1230. towned, again, and i swear, walking out from pj was like putting your face right into the oven to bake. it was so !-ing hot! haris and farid joined us afters, then nerine had to go to meet her mum. talking with haris and farid was meaningful. i couldnt agree more to haris' 'in jc, it's every man for himself. it's hard to find a true friend.' cant be truer! man jc competition is really intense, it's like a warzone or sth. sometimes i wish i hadn't grown up so fast.

& i loved today cos charles, nerine and zara came over to carry out the shoes project we've been so excited about! i'll let the pictures do the talking.

yknow, there are so many things i want to say but have reservations to. maybe i should make the blog private.

Hello, social life!

2007-10-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

hello.

Post promos have been enjoyable so far. weekends were great, went running @ the botanic gardens and didn't complain despite being dragged out of bed at 8! sunday was spent watching dvds, and then dinner with dad before he left. it's going to be long before i'm going to see him again, i miss you daddy! ):

anyhoots, monday was good. towned with ner and paul, good to be out and about after a long time! bought quite a few things i've been wanting to buy for sooo long, but nope, no nice shorts yet. nvm, shopping yet again with the touch rug people in a few days time, so hopefully it'd be productive! after shopping was hollandv to accompany zara to study her art. but i think it was more of a camwhore session. haha! sorry zara we made you slack off. oops.

rugby tmr, i'm excited!

okay got to scoot off now, bye!'

NAJIP ALI!

Alive Again.

2007-09-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hello fellow readers! Finally my blog shows signs of being alive after so long. My life hasn't been the most entertaining thing on earth, in fact, i've been spending my days at delifrance holland for the past week/month. It's just like my second home, seriously.

Okay i know everyone's been ranting about promos and how hard the papers were blah, and i'm no exception. I think promos was damn hard, and i know i didnt study enough for it. (but hey, when does that NOT happen!) but still, i thought i could use my brains on the spot to solve those questions. but hell no! gosh. i just have this feeling that i'm going to retain. like hello my mid yrs result suck balls! i cant rely on anything to help pull my grades up. i dont approach any of my teachers for help too (cos obviously i thought i didnt need it) so obviously they're gonna think i'm some stuck-up biatch who doesnt bother about studies at all. good job! anyway, i've made plans. if i retain, i might change to the arts stream and take lit h2. but thats still a plan i am considering, so yeah. well i'll just wait for the results to come on the 22nd and plan on from there! :D

alright, now that promos are over, i'm relieved! but not as exuberant as i thought i'd be. i celebrated the end of promos with debbie, xinyi, weimun and sok, who came over to my house. it was pretty much fun to play without worrying for any homeworks undone or tests not studied for. for once (: weekends are going to be spent with the family ( dad's in town!!) and monday, shopping with nerine and paul, maybe! yay i cant wait. much more things planned up ahead, i hope post promos will be fun!

anyway, i'm still deliberating on whether i should cut my hair. i know i'm going to miss my long hair, but still, i get so bored of it sometimes! well i should further ponder about it. much things to think about!

and, i cant wait for rugby practices to start! i gained like * kg during the exams cos all i do is eat at delifrance. all the fats from my thighs, arms and love handles are showing! even my face looks fatter. okay i know i sound damn vain now, but it's true! thats why i love rugby, it keeps me fit. of course, the girls are love too :D and, sadistically, i am looking forward to the standard chartered marathon! 10k man, i've never run that much before. too bad not the whole team's going, it'd be so much fun!

oh oh, i cant wait for the new york trip with family at the end of the year! note to self: time to stock up on the winter clothings! AKA more shopping time needed! :D

okay. i think i'm done blogging. long entry, i know, yknow when you're relieved you tend to blabber alot? yep. alright till the next unknown time!

Let The Pictures Do The Talking.

2007-09-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

quickie

2007-08-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

my blog is as good as dead, really. no one reads anymore except for you, my loyal reader, and i'm truly grateful :D i dont know why i still keep this thing surviving, maybe it's for the sudden random burst of blogging-ness, like now.

i have no form of social life whatsoever so do not expect this entry to be full of events or even the slightest bit interesting. my everyday life is the same, weekdays to be spent in school till 8plus 9, and weekends at holland, mugging (or so it seems) and then to come home and mug somemore. promos are in a month's time, (like everyone needs reminding, HA!) and, with my pathetic mids results, the only way i can be promoted is if i get an average of C for everything. how i will manage that, i dont know, haha. okay nuff said about studies!

anyw, i did some thinking in the shower yesterday. (yes, the shower is a really condusive place to think, do try if you havent done so) anyw, back to the point, i realised that i really am a bad person inside. here are some of the bad points i really wish i don't possess.

1. I procastinate. i always do things that are really urgent the very last mintue, so i end up doing shit quality work.
2. I have no sense of self-discipline whatsoever. i'm very much influenced by what other people say.
3. I am materialistic. i do not buy imitation goods and will instantly despise anyone wearing any. 4. I am superficial. i judge by looks for the first time round, and this i know is really shallow of me.
5. I bear grudges.

yeah, these are pretty much the few things i hate about myself. embrace your faults, and be a better person, grandma used to say. i already embraced them, so maybe i am a better person now. HA.

okay, below are some of the pictures taken in the time of my absence from this blog. till the next blue moon, bye!

XINYI'S ADDICTION :D

after like a million years.

2007-07-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

HAHA yknow what i kind of miss blogging! so here i am instead of doing my econs or at least doing my WR. shiiiits. i havent been blogging for awhile, truthfully blogging lost its appeal to me so i'll be blogging damn not frequently. anyhows, there were sooo many events in the short span of time from after exams till now, that i dont know which one to mention! well for starters i didnt do very well in my stupid mids. B C C S U U, but not bad considering how much i studied. got to work much harder, promos is in less than 8 weeks time! at the rate im doing, i'd have to get like an A in order to pass effing physics. ugh. not my fave subject, definitely.

oh btw, i feel like blogging about last sat's carnival! we had a touch carnival at turf city and YICI was there. omg i miss her so much pls! she looked different. didnt get to play against her cos we were in different divisions, but haha im so proud of my team! we got like fourth or sth. haha. then the crew (some PS-ed) came over and traumatised my brother and jammed. xinyi cuts great mushrooms, btw. HAHAHA. xiaowei&peien&gehui definitely rocked! the rest gossipped or sth. love those girls to the max, everyone's so different yet we're so the same. yknow. i hope we're able to go to the national day touch carnival thing! haha.

okay i think i better do my WR now. bye, so long!

you can stand under my umbrella

2007-06-26T17:21:00.000+08:00

YEAAAH exams are over! and no, i do not want to know the results. yes, even though i've been out almost everyday studying with paul, zara and nerine (on some occasions), it was really more of catching up of how lousy all of us were at the subject than actually proper studying. i even had fun on those days i was with them! studying wasnt meant to be fun! so okay, im pretty much guessing my results arent going to be fab. as long as those results dont let me get suspended from touch, i'll be okay.

on a happier (MUCH HAPPIER) note, we have no school for the rest of the week! apparently the j2s arent done with their exams (oh, bless their poor souls!) so no point in us going back and making hell lots of noises to distract them. which suits me just fine, i need time to adjust my body clock anyway. which is much needed cos i've been sleeping at 2 in the morn and getting up at 12 the next day. good times, good times.

btw, i was quite depressed over the weekends cos there i was, at my doctors' for an appointment and i was weighing myself and oh, the horrors! i gained a kg! i know it doesnt sound like alot and i probably sound like a bimbo now but a kg means alot to me. and it's especailly evident, if you look close enough. thank goodness the extra weight went to somewhere where i can afford it to expand. haha! thankfully zara & nerine are popping by tmr at 8 for a short swim before we hit the town. talking about town, i think i'm gonna get my shorts tmr, i've saved up enough, yay to me (: woohoo!

okay im gonna get back to my book now. im reading some book called the dirty social girls club (no, no it's not dirty as in dirty) and it's not very interesting. but then again, i got it for like 6 bucks at the orchard popular sale, so why let go of such a steal right. alright, bye now!

it's so beautiful when the boy smiles

2007-06-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

pictures from outing with bestie, there you go.

ah, my sad sad not-much-of-a-holiday holidays have ended! mid-yrs officially start tmr, and gp's first. sheesh. i failed my last essay with horrid marks, well it is horrid for me anyw. i have lost all inspiration to write a good essay, plus, pj's having this really weird scheme of a gp exam, so i totally dont know how tmr's gonna go. well, i hope! i know, i know, it isnt helping that im here on the comp blogging but hey, it's counted as a writing exercise right! (who am i kidding, haha)

anyw, my family&uncles' family went out to turf city to eat last night and guess who i saw!! my beloved ALICE LEE :D woohoo she totally made my day (or night)! she was like waving like some crazy person and my whole family thinks she's looney. but i love my looney all the same! alice, in case you read this, we have to go out reaaal sooon okay. & i'll visit you during your attachment and see you in your 'pretty' uniform, miss sexy! hahaha.

and yknow what, my aldo pumps broke. i was so damn sad! i think im gonna bring it to holland to try and revive it, they were so pretty! let's holland soon, whoever!

okay think i better stop using the comp now, get some lunch and start my last minute cramming! bye now, till the end of exams!

S-T-A-R-L-I-G-H-T

2007-06-10T17:03:00.000+08:00

i swear, in total i've spent much more time shopping rather than studying, which shld be the opposite case cos mid yrs are freakingly near. &, i cant afford to fail mid yrs cos then i'll be suspended frm touch! which is sth i dont want happening to me, so why cant i just get this lazy bum down to study? sometimes, i feel like thr's two of me battling each other. such an enigma.

i've been frequenting town at an average of once per two days, and that shld explain the much shopping done (well when compared to the last few months, anyw). so far i've bought a pull&bear dress when i was out with part of the old sec sch clique+kev last sunday and yet another pull&bear summer dress when i went out agn with bernice on wed. oh and not forgetting this reallly cute necklace at fareast. not a steal, but i couldnt resist! and more shopping on tues with bestie! i cant wait! (:

btw, here are some pictures. im only going to post the nice ones, haha.

Just do it, love.

2007-05-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

class bbq at my place on tues was.. an eye-opener. in between the fallings, the naked bodies, frenching, drizzles, alcohol, cheesy truth questions and mass cam-whoring, i think the class did bond, if not a little. we dug out some skeletons frm everyone, and boy do i love juicy info about everyone's past lives! okay i sound like a nosy little bitch. but hey everyone loves some dirt right? :D

AH i have wasted one week and three days of my holidays. trying to sit down and study is such a pain in the arse! i wish i have a super smart brain, then i wouldnt have to mug so much. i'm lazy, i know.. gosh.

and oh, tmr's 5month with the boyf. happy 5 mth (:

you're my signal fire

2007-05-27T15:54:00.000+08:00

yes, one week over and done with no work done. i'm so screwed. passing mid-yrs never seem so hard.

anyw, happy 17th birthday to JORINA & SELENA on the 23rd! had training on that day, so i could only join them for dinner ): aww shucks too bad only had minutes as a complete clique! anyw, your presents will come soon okay dears. once you give me mine!! HAHAHA.

& blacks fun touch yesterday. well done rogues, as well as rogues a, b, and c! we were so close to the vase champs, ah, nvm, lets train harder and do better for nationals okay girls :D i'm so glad to be able to play again, thank God! here you go, pictures cos i dont feel like blogging much today. ha.

rogues A

rogues B

rogues C

the rest of the wonderful girls (:

click HERE for the picture. all 262 of them (:
bye now!

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :D

2007-05-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

AND YES finally the holidays are here! JEALOUS MUCH, non-pioneers? okay thr's nothing much to gloat about actually since our holidays will end one week earlier anyway. and also, its isnt much of a holiday what with the lessons and touch rugby practices. not that i'm complaining about the latter, oh no! i love rugby (: and i'm sooo hyped up about the match on the 30th, yici & daria's gonna be thr! i hope we play against them, all in the name of good fun yea :D and i hope we win! GO ROGUES!

let's blog random.

i miss daddy bad ):

i have to draw up a study timetable soon! bestie, study together? we'll make it productive, promise!

i want to watch pirates & shrek3!

i want my pedder red pumps!

i want a visit to ikea! (a full length mirror&a new study table, perhaps?)

i am so hooked on john legend's PDA these days! (let's go to the park.. i wanna kiss you underneath the stars..)

okay. you know what i love blogging random. haha. okay gotta scoot now bye!

2007-05-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

contact rugby carnival was FINALLY held yesterday at pioneer sec. long awaited! quite a few remarkable teams but i think the girls did really well. the improvement frm one game to the next was damn huuge! congrats blue team for getting second in their category. the red team SO deserved sth also, but its okay. back to touch now, bittersweet as it is. i hope the coach is nice!

and yesterday was made perfect with the meeting up with the best friend! ages since i last saw her. we were supposed to study, and yeah i did manage to rmb the shapes of the atomic structures. we caught up, took loads of pictures and planned the next meeting. quite effecient uh? daria, next time we make the study session a little more productive okay! (: pictures are up, come online soooon!

&& next week's the last week of school! you can never imagine how euphoric that makes me feel :D lets meet up okay, you, you and you! okay bye.

our cheeks can brush. here.

2007-05-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

AHH! the contact rugby carnival was cancelled today. i was so happy to think i could skip math test initially! i know nuts abt maclaurin's series pls. in the end we sat for the test, and let me tell you with my fingers crossed over my heart that i will fail. i need to do sth about my academics, it's been too long since i rmb-ed that i actually passed a test. its scary. i need to pull my socks up! i'm still debating with myself over whether i shld get a tuition teacher for econs. nerine tells me its common sense, but its a new subject and thr' so much applying to do its unbelievable! i shall give tt issue more thought.

OOH and for those who didnt know, i'm a bangs girl now. okay maybe it was impulse, but it seemed like a good idea tt time to have bangs. i've been getting mixed comments, and i dont know if i shld keep them or let them grow long. i myself am having a love/hate rltship with it, haha. most of the pictures are in kityee's camera, but i have one taken with paul right here.
obviously, me being me, i went home to edit it(the bangs, not the pic) and now it's looking like so piece of i-dont-even-know-what. argh.

new town finally sent me a letter to go back and collect the cert! havent been back to the alma mater for quite sometime now, i kinda miss the cheenahpok-ishness. and the cheap delish food! mmmmmm. i shall go back real soon! yes i shall.

okay the bed's calling, shant keep it waiting. bye!

REPLIES TO TAGS.
DARIA: LOVE! haha yes you're becoming more like me. come online once a week! oh pls can we meet up soon? i've got quite abit to update you, wait i forget! haha. and i feel so guilty, we havent been going to church! lets make a date okay? missed!

HUAYUAN: yes, yes you're an angel! :D

BERNICE: I love you too girl! haha!

LITING: sent alrd! lets take more next time (: love you too!

CASS: ya lets meet up soon! (:

you will be the death of me.

2007-04-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

tempted to touch, tempted to touch.

contact rugby is getting funner, and i am getting bored-er of turning up for trainings but only being able to pass balls. i want scrumps and tackles and the lifting ups! nvm i'll cheer on the team-mates. btw, touch rugby team got second for the relay on sports day, congrats mamas!

talking about sports day on wed, sheesh i havent been to one for so long tt i forgot what it was like! huichen&i wanted to pon the whole thing but huayuan the angel made us stay. lucky thing too, cos qianhui darling came back! it's been too long honey. cheered and blah and darwin got 3rd, haha.

is this our secret language, win ler, win ler? :D

orange like mad!

okay the rest of the week i cant really rmb much cos i was so zombified. but i think i did quite a fair bit of studying. here's proof!

okay im going. bye!

A reprise.

2007-04-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

Katrina feels awfully proud of herself this weekend! (: i managed to finish most of the homeworks by sunday AFTERNOON plus plus i finished reading a book! okay i did procastinate as usual but, in the end i finished it anyw! i feel like im carrying a much lesser load now, which fugitively is true, but hell yeah i feel SOOOO good now! the power of completing your homework, man indescribable.

i did manage a little soul-searching too, during the weekends, and i found a few bad (?) points about myself. first, i LOVE procastinating. i really should stop doing that and get to do things tt im supposed to do asap, but i dont know how! i like to tempt myself, and normally i'll fall into these selfcreated temptations. it sounds stupid, iknow. secondly, i cannot resist limited edition stuffs. i dont know if its just me, but when i see limited edition, i see a MUST BUY. (like the onitsuka tiger shoes which is damned pretty but damned painful to wear, haha). it's like limited man! must control use of money. haha. oh and did you hear abt the collaboration between keds and pdder red? thy're coming out with limited edition awesome shoes, which im so totally going to get. see wht i mean? anyone with solutions, pls! you're doing this distressed soul a great favour :D

back onto my life (i really am in the mood to blog now, so pardon the longer than usual entry), i was back to sch on thurs and it felt great. i felt tt i was back into civilisation! and i missed all my friends oh so much la. haha. it was bittersweet not to be going to pe&touch for 2 weeks, haha. lots of self training to do when i can run again! fri touch rugby, lucky i had bernice with me to pass the time. we had a nice looong chat, and man is she my soulmate! haha i found out tt she's an avid shirt collector as well, and here i thought i was weird. she's my prada to my chanel, haha, inside stuff. thank goodness for girlfriends!

upcoming week's gonna be busy busy busy, what with wed's sports day and all. i hope darwin wins! touch rugby team, you all got to go for it okay. we're all rooting for you! (: okay i have to go do research now. haha. bye loves!

God, God, i needed you.

2007-04-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

MC TILL NEXT WED! i miss school so badly la. not the lessons, of course, but the school. also, im worried abt the lessons tt i'll miss, which is going to be hell lots. hey i grew up okay! i wanna do well for A's and make my mama proud (: geniuses, you're all going to teach me when i come back! haha!
and aww, i missed the class gathering & the band gathering! WTH man, i was so looking forward to those. haha. all the ppl i couldve seen! ):

i am so lazy to put my thoughts in words now. i shall just reply to tags!

AMANDA: HAHA! i cant wait for my hair to grow long too! it's still quite short now, and its damn dry! like GRASS!

NERINE: you can stop thanking me and brainstorm over whr you wanna take me for dinner! im yours for tt night! HAHA.

LEA: no! haha we sort of caught the bug too. maybe its cos great minds think alike! HAHA!

SEL & JIALI: lets have a gathering soon! i was thinking of another bbq session, what do you guys think?

PEACE Y'ALL!

i SO hate consequences

2007-04-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

AH. for those who know, im fine everybody! thanks much for your concerns. deeply appreciated. shall update you guys soon. for those who dont, didnt you know curiousity killed the cat? HAHA.

okay jc life's hectic like mad! what is everyday go home at 7. haha. wed, thurs and fri are killer days cos i have pe and touch rug trg continously. WHAT IS THAT? haha nvm i think it'll be a great way to keep fit. i need to lose the LOVE HANDLES man! like badly!

and, random, but nerine and i want to change our h1 from physics to lit. reading is my passion (and i think its ner's too) so its like whats the point of suffering in phy? besides, we'll be in the same lit class as the alligators (zara&jiali) so how much fun can tt be? i hope the appeal's successful! and nerine dearest, STOP WORRYING ALRD! heArtS eUu kKx. *do the secret handsign*besides phy, everything else is fine, ya right. our math teacher is the dm of the sch, and its damn funny to see my adorable classmates unzipping their skirts and pulling it to knee length before his lessons, me inclusive. i love so8, even though its quite clique-ish now. but im sure with time it'll get better! RIGHT? haha right! (:

i miss so many ppl right now. i miss YOU. i miss yici & alice! i miss ah choo, jo and sw! i miss bestie daria! i miss so6! && i miss that 49& aldo pumps which i feel was a steal! i should so have gotten it tt day, regardless of guilt! now im regretting. wait for me okay! i think i shld stop blogging and start doing some of my ever piling school work now. & why is it tt when im online all the ppl who complain they dont see me online arent? HAHA! go figure. i love you guys, and i wish my hair would grow longer! BYE!

i think i need a manicure

2007-03-24T19:19:00.001+08:00

HERE YOU GO NERINE, IM BLOGGING.

oh no, the week of mass lectures have ended! tutorials start next week! and the worse thing is, the dm's my math tutor! so nerine wasnt kidding when she said my skirt length's 12 inches. okay im getting really lazy to blog now, so im just gonna post pics. bye!

& this is first day at pj, trying out a new uniform is exciting!

i love this one! the ties that bind (:

THANK YOU JIALI BABE FOR THE PRESENT! :D

newtown shld sooo implement this!

embarassing shit.

and i missed you

2007-03-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO! okay so i havent been updating cos i was away at indo, for those who didnt know! i didnt want to go back this time cos i know thr'll be so many outings on and im gonna miss them all while im thr! its not like i had a choice, so i was stuck thr. btw, thanks for all the birthday wishes! i didnt get a lot of presents this yr, but i did get my driving licence frm daddy! (even though im still a noob at driving) maybe i'll go enrol myself in a driving school soon enough. anyone interested?

okay so my trip back to indo was alright. i think i gained like 3 kg cos thr was sooo much food to eat! moreoever everyday my grandmama will bake all sorts of kuehs and paos and the temptations are too great to resist. it's time to lose weight now tt im back here, and i think it wont be tt tough cos jc pe's so tough! plus thr'll be touch rug trainings, so nice body here i come!

okay school's on tmr, and im not a tad excited about it. i am excited to see all my friends again though, cos nerine jiali and zara are all in pjc! of course not forgetting my dearest classmates of s06. i hope our appeal to stay in the same class will be successful! but besides tt, i am not looking forward to studying and sitting through tutorials and lectures. and im gonna miss yici now tt shes not at pj anymore! no more being late together ): pj uniform isnt the nicest looking one either, and im quite worried of my skirt length, i passed my skirt to zara for altering and i will not see my skirt till tmr, the beginning of sch. haha. i hope it covers my butt, at least.

okay nerine you better be happy now cos i updated! haha. you shld set up a blog too, you know! okay i better tidy up now, bye guys!

tell me would you?

2007-03-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

okay the last week of PAE was memorable! lets see, on wed yici, alice and i went to crash sa. nerine hosted, and her friends are like damn funny! cool people, they are. okay the lecture was cool too, cos everyone's like yakking away and the lecturer gives no hoot. unlike pj, whr lectures are like so duper quiet. HAHA and i so have to mention this, sa's cafe ROCKS! -DINGDINGDINGDING, CAFE MOCHA!!- right right a & y?

then on thursday, detention. okay we were so dreading it la, both yici and i got 'booked' for detention cos we arrived at sch at 930 on some random day. i went for rocky balboa with j beforehand, and was so dreading the dentention. but hey, it turned out to be quite fun! made a new friends, and did the stupidest things ever. shall not disclose of them here, but if the detention ppl do ever read this, between us okay!

friday's touch rug training in the rain was icky but nice. im not really a bare-feet-on-grass kinda girl, but yeah we all got wet and dirty, (like really dirty) with mud all over but it was a nice way to have the last training together. oh and if you happen to catch the news, pioneer was filmed! i feel so proud, even though this isnt my like permanent sch. haha.

posting results next tues. im nervous. are you?

birthday in less than two weeks! not looking forward though.

okay, shall go off now. on the last note, pictures are uploaded into shutterfly alrd, so just grab whichever you want kay? msg me for the username and pass if you need to (:
bye now!

finally alive again

2007-02-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

okay this blog has been left unattended for a tad too long. i better update. damn the skin's looking damn shit now, and i cant dl new ones cos my comp's having pms. plus, im a total computer idiot so making one is waaay out of the question. i guess everyone who bothers coming here will just have to bear with the fugly looking thing on top. haha. sorry ya'll! i will get it fixed asap. promise. not. haha.

okay updates. hmm i did okay for o levels, i expected a little better frankly but i know i cant ask for too much given how much effort i truly put in during the study period. haha i got 3 1s, and the rest are all 3s. do the math. haha. so my choices were sa arts, and pj sci, the only two schools i'll end up in. i dont know if i wanna do arts now come to think of it, i'll just think again when the posting results comes out on 6 mar. haha. anticipating it! though not so much cos i love my current class now so so much. haha. oh well, good things always comes to an end.

oh and i just went to campus today after the longest time ever, it was nice seeing bestie again after so long! service was nice, as usual. i got to know more ppl (: i like the way the pastors at new creation church preach. their sermons are seldom boring, and i can always totally relate to what they're saying. i'll be coming to new creation for a long long long time now (:

okay i dont feel like updating anymore. i shall go change the blogskin now and have my beauty sleep. bye now!

mass bbq & love fiesta

2007-02-04T12:34:00.000+08:00

mass j1 bbq on friday was a tad boring. sure it was great seeing all the og ppl again, (some of whom i've forgotten their names, so sorry!) but it was still missing sth. though looking on the bright side, it was pretty fun cos we went arnd cam whoring! here are some of the better pictures taken :

o7so6 (:

okay i sooo have to share this one. my chinese entertainer! GONGLI FANCLUB. (inside joke, haha)

some of the og girls with darren

flying high! (class girls)

og 7!

however, jj love fiesta yesterday was a blast! okay maybe not the fair itself but cos i saw the loves whom i havent seen for sooo long! we had like soo many tickets which we blew all on food. most of the time was spent in some empty classroom playing cards, eating and catching up on old times and more cam-whoring! cue for more photos :

addicted to posing

bye jj!

fun times aside, the upcoming week's gonna be a busy busy week. mon's a full school day, then tues crash JJ, followed by shopping! Wed will be touch rug trng, then thurs farewell for mag and hy. fri's results! i am alrd suffering from insomnia worrying dead abt results. i so want to take it but i so not want to take it at the same time! shiiiiit.

and yes, i'm finally going back indo to celebrate cny! every year cny is a bore cos i've no one to visit and take angbaos from cos all my family's back thr. but this yr, im finally going back to catch up all that i've lost this yr! (emotionally & financially) hopefully thr floods won't ruin my plans. alright, enough chattering, bye now.

busy busy week

2007-01-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

okay so we got into touch rugby after all. trainings are okay, except for the long distance runs. man i suck at those! twice alrd the uber nice seniors have to run with me. i must improve! besides tt, touch rug is sth i never knew i liked. a hidden passion, you can say. ROUGES WHOOSH! haha.

besides tt, tutorials and lectures are still boring. i am seriously lagging in chem, math and other subjects and its so tough pls! o's results coming out in 2 weeks time i guess, i cant wait yet i dont wanna know. i kinda feel like staying in pioneer, i dont know. i guess i'll just ponder again when the time comes.

AND AND THANK YOU DANIEL FOR THE SUNNIES :D

also, i am lacking a life!! havent been shopping in ages, lets go out ppl! i'm so excited, seeing sel&the clique (hopefully) this sat for jjc love fiesta! haha. havent seen them in ages. so much to talk about! okay i have nothing to say here anymore. bye!

tutorials.. argh boring!

2007-01-21T12:42:00.000+08:00

tutorials have started, and they're boring like shit! goodness can you imagine 1&a half hours of chinese, then another hour of chem and pe at 330 in the afternoon! that's the craziest. yici's not the same class as me, she's in 07s07 while i'm in 07s06, ah so near yet so far! but its alright la, i've got jiayi with me, besides, its a good chance of making new friends! i think my class ppl are nice, haha.

other than friends, which im not complaining cos they're so awesome, the academics wise is shit. i've so much problems in the mole mole stuff and maths has never been my forte. i'm considering the poly route seriously, though i know the parents will never allow, but i'm really quite interested in the early childhood edu course at ngeeann. i'll give jc life till JAE to figure out what i really want, i guess.

and just to update, i didnt get into hockey, and neither did yici. so we went for touch rug trials last friday, and i think i like touch rug better than hockey! and the seniors were super nice and friendly, and very encouraging. i really hope we wont get rejected again, that'd be so demoralising. results out monday, i cant wait! alright i'll update again, bye!

first week of lectures

2007-01-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

wooh! okay so last two days of orientation was RAD. like so high! everyone just started bonding and getting high and cheering and dancing. i loooove moments like these (: i love my og! i think we're very independent. haha. but now that orientation's over, and lectures are starting, it's getting boring again. i cant stand sitting in the damn lecture theatre for like a million years listening to lectures after lectures.. argh! esp econs. i effing dont get what the teacher's yakking about! i'm now considering if i shld take econs again when JAE is over. i'll just think of that later.

on a lighter note, i went for hockey trial yesterday! i dont know how i did, but i think i pretty much screwed up the trial. hopefully though i'll still be able to get in! i must be really out of shape cos right after that i've been suffering from muscle aches everywhere which is like getting worse every minute. and and on an even lighter note, i get to meet my loves today, but jo and shuwen were missing ): nvm, great catching up with the girls, so much stories to hear and tell! i am sooo jealous of jiali and nerine pls, they were wearing the saints uni. AH. alright gtg cant rant much anymore. i'll post a pic of my og next time, i havent uploaded any yet. haha. bye ppl!

first week at pioneer

2007-01-06T15:21:00.000+08:00

new year, new school. orientation at pioneer was alright, not as fun as i thought it'd be. i kinda like my og though, they make a point to know everyone and include everyone in lunches and stuffs like that. but it's just so crazy with the newtowners who goes thr pls! in these first three days of school, we've ran away about 3 times, i've already got issues with the discipline master and the general office woman. not bad. oh and i get to know this really damn new cool place called khatib! (which i nvr knew existed, like seriously). we are always sooo high out of pj, but during orientation we're soo dead. nvm, coming monday, i'm going to make a point to enjoy myself!

but really, to be honest, i miss new town. pioneer food is horribly disgusting (no offence), it makes new town's food almost taste too good to be true. i miss all my friends (insert sel jo ner shuwen zara jiali daria alice huimin &etc &etc) and i miss going back to a familiar environment. i miss being a senior. those things aside, i'm quite excited to be starting classes next week, i hope i get ino at least one class with yici! (preferably chinese, haha). cca trials start next week too, and i think i'm trying out for hockey, touch rugby and tennis. maybe canoeing, if i'm still alive. it's a busy busy week next week, and i'm going to shift all negative thoughts aside and really enjoy myself. we shall high okay!

okay i think enough rantings alrd. go out soon people! (:

updates on band farewell party

2006-12-31T14:37:00.000+08:00

i feel like i got a lot of things to blog about, but now i cant remember. okay let's just start with friday, ie shopping day with the girls. loves it! i got my onitsuka tiger shoes which are waaaay LOVE and two tops. you wouldnt want to know how much they cost in total, haha. but i think they're worth it, so yeah. there's still so many things i want to buy, haha the list's neverending!

the girls (:

okay then there was the awesome high party last night. okay it wasnt that awesome, and only the four of us got high, but yeah it was still fun. too bad i had to leave early (like always). drinking game with some funny wine apple thingy and truth and dare was wooh so high.

those things i were holding? presents (: and these 3 girls gave me the wackiest present ever! haha i was so hoping it'd be a black bra which i so hinted to them many many times, but NOOOOO. this was what they gave me :

honestly i never tried wearing g-strings. like THANKS ALOT GUYS. haha.

okay countdown later with some, but i dont know if its going to work out. i hope it does, and i hope 2007 will be awesome! happy new year guys everyone, bye.

updates on xmas and BBQ!

2006-12-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

hello! merry xmas late xmas everyone :D my christmas this year was a tad too boring, i think. pro-christmas was alright, cos there was casey's xmas party and all. christmas was just dinner with the family (without dad). christmas 2004 was waaay better. but still, THANKS to everyone for the cards and letters and sms-es and emails and testimonials and of course the presents! (:

okay yesterday turned out much much better than i thought :D it was bbq at my place with the loves, and i was so so afraid the weather would spoil our plans. reached our place at 1, then watched the prince and me, though nobody was really paying attention to it cos we were so busy catching up. it's been too long! then swimming and sauna and bbq. i bought the wrong kind of charcoal, so we couldnt start fire for like 2 hours. we had to resort to using the steamboat gas stove to do bbq. pathetic, but fun cos the ppl's fun! celebrated zara dear's birthday and they went off at 12plus. pictures at shutterfly (:

in turn, vivo with daria got cancelled today but no worries, it's shopping for school day tmr with the loves again. the shopping rocks, but the school part sucks. school's starting soon, and i'm nervous! what if i become a loner? then i shall turn all emo and weird and write psychotic poems all day. hahaha! i think i better shut up alrd. bye!

emo-turned-happy-girl (:

2006-12-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

one very big THANK YOU to daria, lea, susi and jorina for the xmas cards! the rain was making me emo and sad but then the cards came and they totally made my day. (:

&& my dad got me the se z610i for xmas! but i dont think i'll be able to get it till january, unless he comes for a suprise visit! come home soon, dad!

yesss it's finally shopping with daria tmr. i cant wait, thr's so many things i want to buy! i need okay, want, a new wallet, leggings, nice dresses, accessories and blue october's foiled album. i love their emo songs. and i NEED to get xmas presents alrd, cos sat's casey's party and i havent gotten anything yet. plus i need to get mr daniel pang a big fat present cos he's getting me one too! i hope fedex doesnt costs much. you're one super lucky guy, if you're reading this! haha.

An Australian affair.

2006-12-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

sydney was pretty and fun.

it was my first time there, definitely one of my fave places now! it's really pretty and i thought it would be pretty laid back and all, but it's quite similar to la. maybe all cities are the same. but truly, sydney's really pretty. it was supposedly summer but me being a tropical being found it quite cold (yes!) but thank goodness for my trusted hoodie, i was alright (: most of the times were spent in sydney the city itself, and breakfast at chinatown everyday was like fab. i think i put on like 5kg cos the food there are like damn. they're really good, even the chinese dishes. but best of all must be the seafood and the beef. sydney's fish market and steakhouses, throw me with those anytime. worth fats and calories and whatever! seriously good.

we didnt just stay in sydney, doh, that'd just be stupid and a waste of money. let's see, i think we signed up for a total of 3 tours, one was to huntersvalley, this wine making town or sth. we stopped by at some zoo and yes there were the kangaroos and the koalas and everyone was like aww except my dad, who wasnt much of an animal lover. but that's beside the point and anyw he enjoyed himself too cos the later part of the tour was wine tasting in which there were 10 over diff wines for you to try from. free. say yay! and i learnt sand boarding too, which was really fun. another tour was to gold coast, and this, is my fave tour among all (: 12 hour bus ride from the city was made enjoyable with the ipod, and gosh gold coast is beautiful. sun sun everywhere, my kind of place. of course the surfers (eyecandies!) were a plus too. stayed for 3 days thr, and the tour guide brought us to sea world and movie world, and we got to see all the dolphins and whales and sharks and all. of course, the theme park rides are awesome, and you have got to try this superman thing. it's really fast, the best ever. better than disneyland's! 100 times over, i have to say. i will learn surfing and one day i will surf in gold coast! definitely a must. okay and then the last tour was to blue mountains, more of a scenic tour i guess. im not really a scenic kinda person, so i didnt really enjoy that. but still, the view is too breathtaking for anyone to ignore, so i didnt leave empty-imaged. i'm really satisfied with this trip (:

pictures

okay so i've been ranting on and on about aus, and now that im back its time to think about the things here again. i called the moe hotline today to find out that i'm posted to pioneer science. (lea you lucky lucky girl!) i think i'm staying in pioneer then i'll see whr my o results can take me. i'm so excited yet so scared, so happy yet so sad. holidays are going to end in a flash, and it's time to say goodbye ): man i'm all nostalgic again. always! why o why do we organise class outings now that everyone has to separate? i wished we all could've bonded sooner. really do.

okay enough rantings for now. oh before i end i wanna thank marcus and three of my lovelies, jorina, jiali and shuwen once again for the really early christmas card! time to go return and favour and damn, i havent done my christmas shopping. i hope the outing tmr with huimin and gang works out! (: okay bye for now.

class chalet!

2006-12-01T14:35:00.000+08:00

chalet was fun! i am sooo shagged!

first day wasnt much cos we only could check in at 630. prepared foods at sujing's then cabbed thr with the guys. our chalet was melvin's mom's company chalet, and it was pretty (: it had a pool! mah-jonged, then waited for the rest to come. i know how to mahjong now! and i think im addicted. haha. saw3, then playground for cathing then back to bathe. wanted to catch the sunrise in the morn, but we waited at the wrong side of the beach! but it was still nice. slept for less quite long.

second day woke up to a late and rainy morn. we were hoping for good weather cos we wanted to cycle. played murderer and some other mass games while waiting for the rain to stop. lunch-ed, then cycled and it was fun. we shld have so done it last year! went back to prepare food for the bbq, then had bbq. then some personal things cropped up then blah blah but it was alright in the end. bathed, then xinying brought in rob-b-hood. mahjong-ed with the guys whilst the movie was playing then somehow ended up playing for the whole night. boris lost so he prepared breakfast. haha. slept for a little while.

third day was escape! God must have blessed us, he gave us good weather (: i think we almost rode all. sunburnt, cos the sun was so strong. the kind i like (: back to prepare food for chalet, and this time was early cos james tan was coming. but without david, everybody go aww.. nevertheless, it was fun. while waiting for him to come, we played indian poker with food as forfeit. pigged out like mad. james tan came, chatted for awhile, then we didnt let him leave without singing songs to us. i think sel will be uploading the video in her blog. aft bbq was playground for two damn tiring matches of captain's ball, girls vs guys. girls won! then back and bathe and mahjong-ed with the girls for the whole night. see wht i mean by i think im getting addicted? lol.

now tt chalet's over, im so looking forward to aus with family on the 3rd! never been thr, i hope it turns out fun!

prom 2006

2006-11-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

okay so prom was yest. it wasnt really fun, the table games. i very much preferred last yr's host, but the company was great! took loads of pictures and when it was time to say goodbye, i then realised this will be the last time i'll be seeing some :( till the results are out, tt is, but still. kinda sad.

and i didnt get to take a picture with zach! wasted. wht happened to our cam-whore promise? lol. i just have to blog tt out. haha.

okay nuff said. pictures are up (: click here for more!

BBQ at Jiali's

2006-11-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

BBQ at jiali's today.we had korean bbq and steamboat, and boy were there a lot of food. ate to our hearts content and it was really nice. cheesy (literal) everything. after food the rest gad mani/padi session in preparation for tmr's prom. i got my diy padi done at home while my mani was done before i came, so we headed to the hair section. loads of fun. these 6 always know how to make my day (:

Sparky (:

the wide variety (though it cant really be seen)

padi/mani selection

okay, so PAE, ner and i decided on the same schools. SA sci then SA arts, then PJ sci. the rest is pretty much filled in just to fill up the space. i hope i'll get into SA even though its so far away. i really like their uniform (: dumb reason, i know. haha.

Rest sunday.

2006-11-19T15:14:00.000+08:00

friday's town was fab. it's been too long. met up with sel choo first cos the rest had hist papers. we (or rather she) went dress hunting and i was trying out dresses for fun. chaos had this really nice dinner dress which i am eyeing on, definitely on my list now. i fell in love with a 239$ shoes, they're eff pretty and comfy too! i guess some things just arent meant to be ): sorry love, i'll buy you when i'm a millionaire (: zara and nerine came afters, caught up awhile then bye alrd.

yest was my first dare experience. it was quite awkward, since we were new faces and all. but the ppl are friendly and the service touched me, like so totally applicable. towards the end we got high like everyone else. dare is definitely on my agenda now (: dinner afters at swensens with dar (with the occasional interruptions frm momma dearest) was pretty enjoyable. caught up quite a bit, and oh, we forgot to take the free ballons. child at heart la (:

O's are OVER!

2006-11-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

omg i cant believe im saying it now, but O's are over! done! no way am i going to do it again. it feels so euphorically satisfying to say it again and again, o's are DONE! the day we've all been waiting for for sooo long. so many things i want to do, so many items for me to buy, so many places for me to go. like lea said, the list never ever ends (: come to think of it it was a little retarded for when the teacher announced for us to hand our papers up and i was thr, smiling away. okay maybe grinning. but i swear, i wasnt the only one. who cares, now tt it's all over, it's time to really enjoy!

i so totally can feel the tv addiciton coming back. i've got a thousand shows to catch up on, lost season 2, oc season 2, and the most talked abt show, goong. oh and does anyone have nip/tuck season one or desperate housewives season 2 dvds? i'll return them nice and safe, swear (: abit of one tree hill wouldnt hurt either. hehe. and my books! i can totally live like this. just shopping, food, books and tv. hit me with those, anytime!

okay just for the sake of blogging, i've got my prom dress alrd! yes, i got em in the midst of exams. haha. i admit, i was pretty much still out and about during the o's. got them at a cheap price of 69bucks, which i think was worth. i hope prom will be a blast (:

okay. msn's down, so i guess i'll start watching my tv shows now. oh and i've updated my shutterfly (dar, pictures when you came over are up too!) so take a look okay! its got all the old old pictures now. nostalgia, ah, loves it. alright, shall go! (:

last entry before big O's.

2006-10-30T15:19:00.000+08:00

phy prac last week was rubbish. i think they purposely obfuscate the whole thing. didnt have enough time, so i left like 9 marks worth of blank. great uh? chem prac's tmr and i'm effing nervous. i forgot all the titration thingy and i have a feeling they're gonna come out. oh pls, not the potassium manganate. i absolutely hate the substance. good luck to all for chem prac tmr!

brother's going back indo on the 4th. all the good food! i'm jealous. but i shall preservere.

yet another reason for wanting o's to be over, we're going to australia! hello to gold coast, the tanning and the likes. i never mean it more when i say i cant wait. haha.

all right, this is the last post before the BIG O's. so goodbye to blogger, goodbye to all kinds of entertainment device! i am going into full force (:
fight, fight FIGHT.

retail theraphy for motivation!

2006-10-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

towned today! i love going to town in the morning. total peace and quiet (: i couldnt find the denim shorts that i wanted, but i bought my cargo! yay (: add it off with a couple of accesories and it totally made my day! double-yay!

I WANT O'S TO BE OVER, LIKE, NOW. (i just have to put that in caps) but as the days pass by, i realise my days as a newtown student are getting numbered too. as much as i want to graduate, i cant help but feel sad about it. the years i spent in secondary school are superbly bittersweet and just soo full of memories. i know, i'm sentimental, haha. i was just recalling the other day..

(this is going to be a long post)

i rmbed in sec 1 when everyone looks so geeky and all, me inclusive. we got the best form teacher ever, mrs betty wong. she was super fierce but damn funny when she scolds ppl. the way she'll imitate people when she's scolding them was scary at that time, but when we all look back now it's so funny. gosipping in class with nerine(behind) and sel, lol and i think hengmin knows like all our secrets too cos he's just bside ner. in sec 1, i went straight home everyday, except for band practices. i rmb the crush on ----, omg, then like everyone knew pls. attended my first band and prefects camp ever, and i experienced the loss of a dear friend too. maths exam, i rmbed. and then we all grew up and were promoted to sec 2.

sec 2 was the best year of my life in sec school. sat with sel again for second yr running, fun (: i tied my hair, changed to contacts that year. became a prefect, did duties every morning. massive gossiping with nerine, jo and sel everyday. copying for history tests. thr was also a time we almost got suspended frm the board. haha. so misunderstood. then there were odyssey of the mind! total disaster. we were even about to be excluded from sec 2 camp cos we couldn meet deadlines. begged and was allowed to attend on conditions. in the end we lost but it was hell fun! and sec 2 camp! high elements, low elements and everything else in between. sweeet (: then there were streaming. didnt really mug 100% for it but i gave it my best shot. post-streaming was fun (: truth or dare in class(moonwalking in class, act like a monkey, etc etc), then there were all kinds of projects by teachers. it was play day all day. results came, i got into my choice class (: not everyone did, and i rmb crying in the comb lab, when nightmare before x'mas was on. like all of us were mass crying pls, cos we didnt wanna be separated. that was so bittersweet.

sec 3. new class, new faces, new friends. i rmb we sat at this super ulu place for the whole year, like so isolated from everyone else. failing amaths like from the very beginning. then there was the surprise bday party they planned for me. that was sweet (: band camp in march, super fun, esp night game at sentosa, then afterwards the late night drinking and heart to heart with a few seniors (: i got a bit high and tipsy, others were knocked out. but it was super. then came the internal conflict with the clique. that was horrid, but after awhile we worked it out. i fell sick, and had to take almost a month of mc, man that was horrible. excused from pe for like 3plus months. and talentime! took part with zara, didnt win but enjoyed. and then we went came to sec 4.

sec 4 was better, cos we chose good seats. started mingling arnd, made new connections. all the talk about the big o's at the end of the year, and then finally a taste during may for chinese. results back, i was more than satisfied. then the planning of prefects camp (haunted house), the disappointment. talentime 2006, participated with zach, zara went solo (: came mid years, then prelims. then the study sessions together and soon to come, O's and prom and chalet. man, so many memories!

it has been a long post. i should prolly start studying alrd. bye for now!

studying.. and more studying..

2006-10-21T19:27:00.000+08:00

here's another reason for me to look forward to o's ending, i'm gonna take up french! idea brought by my dad. it'll be so cool la, imagine

je suis apprentissage français!
( i am learning french)

yay then when i go to france i can converse with the french. haha.

man i dont know if its the books or the pressure but i've been having a series of bad and weird nightmares lately. one that was the weirdest was definitely this - in my dream, i had cancer. the doctors punched holes into my fingers and i remember the pain being soooo intense. i remembered tearing. then i went to this cute guy's party afterwards (with the holes still in my fingers) then the guy disappeared. just like that. some kind of peaceful sleep uh?

a new beginning!

2006-10-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

okay i moved. relink okay people (: old blog not in use anymore.

these days are just the normal routine of studying and more studying. went to ac's open house yest, saw alot of newtowners. i still am going to aim for s.a. have decided to appeal for first three months by general appeal. chances are slim though, what with my 14 pts and all. hopefully they're kinder. haha.

okay i shld prolly get back to studying. see what i mean?