studying.. and more studying..

here's another reason for me to look forward to o's ending, i'm gonna take up french! idea brought by my dad. it'll be so cool la, imagine

je suis apprentissage français!
( i am learning french)

yay then when i go to france i can converse with the french. haha.

man i dont know if its the books or the pressure but i've been having a series of bad and weird nightmares lately. one that was the weirdest was definitely this - in my dream, i had cancer. the doctors punched holes into my fingers and i remember the pain being soooo intense. i remembered tearing. then i went to this cute guy's party afterwards (with the holes still in my fingers) then the guy disappeared. just like that. some kind of peaceful sleep uh?