For Kruschev and Kennedy.

Attempted to study chinese yesterday. i did about 2 well-thought-through paragraphs of my chinese compo and i felt really accomplished. well at least in comparison with zara, who i think was talking more than she was reading. but oh well, if nothing it was a good catching up session with zara and paul, and nerine too, though not much catching up needed with her cos i see her like everyday. didnt you hear? we're twins. haha. we might as well be anyw, she's the only one i can really relate to under everyday circumstances. but let's not go to that shall we (:

OMG i am so lazy sometimes i feel like slapping myself. i was supposed to wake up and catch the rugby finals at 3 but oh hello, i woke up at 2.59 and said to myself, oh heck, i'm just going to sleep and catch the re-run or sth and NOW i'm regretting it much! i dont even know who won. shithead. i'm betting its SA but guess i'll just be a tortoise and wait till debbie/xinyi/charlene or someone comes along and tell me the results. XINYI I WISHED YOU WERE ABLE TO COME OVER. ):

and gosh, results are supposed to be tmr but they changed it to tues, = prolong my anxiety. like we havent worried enough. each teacher will come for 15 mins so it'll be like blow after blow after blow.
i dont wanna retain
i dont wanna retain
i dont wanna retain
i dont wanna retain.
i promise, i'll study very very very very hard starting from, uhm, next month? yea. i'll get A's.
i know, no use worrying but you can't help it, yknow? all the very vest everyone, to all my loved ones you'll get promoted! we'll all get promoted :D (crosses all fingers and hearts)

ah okay i'm kinda depressed now. gonna go back to facebook yo! bye for now, loves.