retail theraphy for motivation!

towned today! i love going to town in the morning. total peace and quiet (: i couldnt find the denim shorts that i wanted, but i bought my cargo! yay (: add it off with a couple of accesories and it totally made my day! double-yay!

I WANT O'S TO BE OVER, LIKE, NOW. (i just have to put that in caps) but as the days pass by, i realise my days as a newtown student are getting numbered too. as much as i want to graduate, i cant help but feel sad about it. the years i spent in secondary school are superbly bittersweet and just soo full of memories. i know, i'm sentimental, haha. i was just recalling the other day..

(this is going to be a long post)

i rmbed in sec 1 when everyone looks so geeky and all, me inclusive. we got the best form teacher ever, mrs betty wong. she was super fierce but damn funny when she scolds ppl. the way she'll imitate people when she's scolding them was scary at that time, but when we all look back now it's so funny. gosipping in class with nerine(behind) and sel, lol and i think hengmin knows like all our secrets too cos he's just bside ner. in sec 1, i went straight home everyday, except for band practices. i rmb the crush on ----, omg, then like everyone knew pls. attended my first band and prefects camp ever, and i experienced the loss of a dear friend too. maths exam, i rmbed. and then we all grew up and were promoted to sec 2.

sec 2 was the best year of my life in sec school. sat with sel again for second yr running, fun (: i tied my hair, changed to contacts that year. became a prefect, did duties every morning. massive gossiping with nerine, jo and sel everyday. copying for history tests. thr was also a time we almost got suspended frm the board. haha. so misunderstood. then there were odyssey of the mind! total disaster. we were even about to be excluded from sec 2 camp cos we couldn meet deadlines. begged and was allowed to attend on conditions. in the end we lost but it was hell fun! and sec 2 camp! high elements, low elements and everything else in between. sweeet (: then there were streaming. didnt really mug 100% for it but i gave it my best shot. post-streaming was fun (: truth or dare in class(moonwalking in class, act like a monkey, etc etc), then there were all kinds of projects by teachers. it was play day all day. results came, i got into my choice class (: not everyone did, and i rmb crying in the comb lab, when nightmare before x'mas was on. like all of us were mass crying pls, cos we didnt wanna be separated. that was so bittersweet.

sec 3. new class, new faces, new friends. i rmb we sat at this super ulu place for the whole year, like so isolated from everyone else. failing amaths like from the very beginning. then there was the surprise bday party they planned for me. that was sweet (: band camp in march, super fun, esp night game at sentosa, then afterwards the late night drinking and heart to heart with a few seniors (: i got a bit high and tipsy, others were knocked out. but it was super. then came the internal conflict with the clique. that was horrid, but after awhile we worked it out. i fell sick, and had to take almost a month of mc, man that was horrible. excused from pe for like 3plus months. and talentime! took part with zara, didnt win but enjoyed. and then we went came to sec 4.

sec 4 was better, cos we chose good seats. started mingling arnd, made new connections. all the talk about the big o's at the end of the year, and then finally a taste during may for chinese. results back, i was more than satisfied. then the planning of prefects camp (haunted house), the disappointment. talentime 2006, participated with zach, zara went solo (: came mid years, then prelims. then the study sessions together and soon to come, O's and prom and chalet. man, so many memories!

it has been a long post. i should prolly start studying alrd. bye for now!