quickie

my blog is as good as dead, really. no one reads anymore except for you, my loyal reader, and i'm truly grateful :D i dont know why i still keep this thing surviving, maybe it's for the sudden random burst of blogging-ness, like now.

i have no form of social life whatsoever so do not expect this entry to be full of events or even the slightest bit interesting. my everyday life is the same, weekdays to be spent in school till 8plus 9, and weekends at holland, mugging (or so it seems) and then to come home and mug somemore. promos are in a month's time, (like everyone needs reminding, HA!) and, with my pathetic mids results, the only way i can be promoted is if i get an average of C for everything. how i will manage that, i dont know, haha. okay nuff said about studies!

anyw, i did some thinking in the shower yesterday. (yes, the shower is a really condusive place to think, do try if you havent done so) anyw, back to the point, i realised that i really am a bad person inside. here are some of the bad points i really wish i don't possess.

1. I procastinate. i always do things that are really urgent the very last mintue, so i end up doing shit quality work.
2. I have no sense of self-discipline whatsoever. i'm very much influenced by what other people say.
3. I am materialistic. i do not buy imitation goods and will instantly despise anyone wearing any. 4. I am superficial. i judge by looks for the first time round, and this i know is really shallow of me.
5. I bear grudges.

yeah, these are pretty much the few things i hate about myself. embrace your faults, and be a better person, grandma used to say. i already embraced them, so maybe i am a better person now. HA.

okay, below are some of the pictures taken in the time of my absence from this blog. till the next blue moon, bye!

XINYI'S ADDICTION :D