Just A Day, Just An Ordinary Day

Hello everyone.

Back at Indo now, and my life here is pretty mundane. I miss everyone like crazy.
I miss daria bestie.
I miss the truggers, esp those few jokers/sluts.
I miss the secondary school clique who regretably i couldnt meet this whole hols.
I miss J.

Everyday i wake up and count down to the number of days i'll be going back to sg, though i do look forward to the new york trip! 23 more days to indo, 9 more days to new york. gosh. seems like forever. I really miss everyone there ALOT ALOT ALOT. I'd give anything to go back for one day and like, train or something!

Let me bring you through my daily fabolous life here in indo. My day usually begins at 6 in the morning, when mum wakes me up to go shower in freaking cold water. Oh by the way, i am currently staying in this old/shambly house, because it's currently going through renovation. I'll post pictures if i can, but i cant cos i bloody forgot the usb cable. maybe next time. Anyway, back to the water, it's freaking cold!! like obs phase 2. omg. 9 more days of cold showers, twice a day.
18 more showers!!

After that, dad usually drops off mum and marco to granparents' house while martin and i get to go to the office. Besides internet, there's nothing i look forward to in the office, xinyi i finally share your pain! Though i think its kinda good cos it makes me read through my notes at least, so its like im sort of forced to study cos im soooo damn bored. I'm supposed to be checking the company email right now actually, but of course i couldnt resist. okay maybe i do get things to do, like making coffee, answering phone calls, though i try not to do that cos my indo's not that good, half the time i couldnt catch what they're saying. Okay then usually at 12plus/1 i have lunch, then its more stoning and boredom, till about 6, when its closing time. We usually leave last, cos dad'll want to oversee the closing and locking of the shop's gates and all. We then head back to pick mum&marco up, then we go for dinner. Then shower, then sleep. at 11. The next morning, the cycle begins again. even on sundays. fun or not, my life?

One thing i'm not complaining about is the food here. the food is goooooood (: but then, i get so damn guilty after eating cos i've been having training regularly before i left sg, so it feels damn weird and uncomfortable now to not be able to exercise. I WANNA TRAIN!! i think when i go back my stamina and skills will suck balls please. i dont want that to happen but there's nothing i can do about it ): it's like i trained so hard to get this far and now im losing it again. i feel soooo sad.

I dont wanna miss the truggers' chalet as well. i try not to think about it, but i know when the day comes i'll think about how fun it'll be and how much i'm going to miss. everyone's gonna talk about it next year and i can only hear the stories. SAD MUCH. it wont be the same next year cos we're not planning the chalet. OH! okay positive thinking. at least i wont be stuck at indo by then. haha. I REALLY MISS THE TRUGGERS ALOT ALOT LEH ): today's wednesday. is it training day? update from your blogs okay okay and i'll read it the next time i get to use the internet. (:

okay this is a long post, better make use of the chance to blog what right!

I think i'll end here for now, i'll be back only on 3rd/4th jan, so i'll be missing 1 or 2 days of school. nerine, sorry! i hope you get to read this cos i dont know if i can text you from here. oh well. i'll try!

I MISS AND LOVE EVERYONE ALOT ALOT ALOT.
bye now!